Getting there...

Ok, so I have not touched this in a while, but it is coming around. I'm getting there.


Since the last time I grazed this blog, there has been a slew of tumultuous occurrences in life. Then again I wouldn't expect it any other way. Because I think without that there wouldn't be that point of ultimate happiness. But it's getting there.

Looking back to November; well we had the holidaze come and go. I had my own surprise couples weekend with the hubby- it couldn't have happened at a better time. We needed it; I needed it- to get back to a place where we were 7 years ago. We're getting there again.

We were happy to give to so many! To see love and smiles come through their faces when receiving, it was truly priceless. Sure, it was an extra hit on the pocketbook, but that's just money. The accounts are getting there once again to the point of smoothing out.

With the holidaze; guess what, I went to church on Christmas- to be with my family. I felt out of place. There is a change coming for me spiritually that has been in process for a few years really. I don't have the exact answers yet, but this is who I know myself to be...I'm getting there.

I've been taking a lot of time, drives, letters, communication, phone calls, text messages and emails since last year. It is causing some waves of emotions internally and in my soul. I'm very lucky to have the people that love me in my life "right now." I'm very lucky to have the tenacity to see it through. I'm getting to the point of finding my passions once again.

This post is very cryptic. I realize this. But it will come to the point where it's a blow over and make sense later. Until then- stay there. I'm here.